Cobra Bites Me Twice & I Died...

Had a really bad nite last nite... Dreamt that I was bitten by a cobra twice on my wrist and arm and I died after a while. I woke up, went back to sleep and the dream repeats itself again... I dono how many times I woke up and went back to bed trying to sleep again.

But no matter how many times I dream of it, at the point of death, I felt relieved...

Some say that its a sign of rebirth, others says that its like you have overcome some issues in life... I dono... I have a mixed feeling about it.

I somehow feels good about me dying but I hate snake... Its not my first encounter with snakes in my dream but first time I'm bitten and killed by them.

I will try to be positve and take it as a sign of some areas of my life have transformed or I'm having a breakthrough somewhere somehow...

hmmm maybe I'm the winner or one of the winner for tonight's 8mil TOTO. *Keep Dreaming...*

I have a bad feeling

I don think it can last...
Its too tough...
So why do I even wanna prolong?

Maybe bcos of a slight hope... I dono...
But it hurts...

Feeling more and more depress as days passes by...
Thoughts of dying constantly popping out in my mind...

Had a rush of adrenaline today when the thought came in.
I wonder when I will eventually lose it...

Not the rush...

My mind.

Right Time, Wrong Choice

You deserve better... Tats prob what I might have told you. :)

I'm full with baggages...

Que Sera Sera

When I was just a little girl I ask my mother what will I be?
Will I be pretty? Will I be rich?
Here's what she said to me:

Que Sera Sera
Whatever will be, will be
The future not ours to see,
Que Sera Sera

When I grew up and fell in love, I asked my sweetheart, what lies ahead?
Will there be rainbows? Day after day?
Here's what he said to me:

Que Sera Sera
Whatever will be, will be
The future not ours to see,
Que Sera Sera

After sometime in life I came to know theres nothing in life you can predict.
Sometimes you'll be happy, sometimes just blue...
You learn to take life as it is...

One shall not be too hopeful in life...

It don change...

Life still sucks... Even after trying to make it better

All I wish for... Simple Happiness

Never will or can happen... Shit happens, again and again

I don like roller coaster life full of shit... I wish to be like them too...

That leads me once again to feel that I rather not exist. But I cant.

Ries Fav Quote Revised

"If you outgrew me, if you wanted more, if you find that I'm no longer the one for you. I promised I won't stand in your way if you wanted to leave me. I would understand that."